The thoughts in my head today:
- I’ve been a shit mum. Fucking useless. Obvious, basic stuff that you’d have to be unbelievably stupid and/or horrifically selfish and thoughtless to get wrong.
- I’m an embarrassment for keeping on with “the comedy”. Whatever the fuck that even means.
- I failed as a teacher.
- I don’t have the emotional intelligence to make a relationship work. Again… basic stuff. Fucking idiot.
- I’m old, shallow, self–pitying and it’s too late to make any of this stuff right.
Other than that, what a lovely day!